It's been awhile...

Well, It's been quite awhile since I last blogged. I wonder if anyone even looks at my page anymore. So much has happened. I don't know where to start anymore. I guess I'll update by saying I got a job as a daycare Assistant Teacher. It's fun sometimes. But there are days where the kids really drag me down. Doesn't help that I'm missing my boyfriend.

                 Today was a boring day. I wish my Dale could have answered his phone but I guess he was busy again. *pouts* I miss him so much. I'm really lonely without him. I hope to get a good paying job so I can move to Kansas and be closer to him. I just don't like his ex, Melissa, trying to break me and him up. I don't like that she's also good friends of his family either. For all I know, when Dale isn't talking to his parents, she could be talking shit about me. She needs to get over the fact that Dale and I are together and that we're in love. She needs to move on with her life.

                 Other than that, I think I might have a job. I just gotta talk to the manager. I'll only be getting $5.85 an hour but, at least it'll help me catch up with my cell bill and help me to earn gas money to give to my grandpa since he has to drive me to work. Once I earn enough gas money and cell bill money to last a couple of months, I'm going apply at some banks to be a bank teller. They're paying people $12.50 an hour to start with. That's really good money and the work is relatively easy. I'm looking forward to getting a job, paying my cell bill, and saving up to see Dale again. Maybe this time I can meet his family. :)

             Well, once again, it's been quite some time since I wrote. Where should I start. Hmm...for starters, I'm no longer living in Connecticut with my mother. I'm back with My grandparents in Louisiana which sucks but...I wasn't gonna let my mother tell me who to date. My boyfriend Dale joined the army last year and in August he's getting deployed. I worry about him so much. I miss him too.

              I went see him in Kansas (that's where he lives). He's so much hotter in person. He has the cutest laugh and the most handsome smile. His eyes are just beautiful. They're bluer than the ocean. ^.^

              He's not very good at kissing but...I still love him anyways. Too bad his ex, Melissa, tried to cause some shit between him and I. Tried to claim she was his girlfriend to break me and Dale up. Too bad for her that it didn't work. Dale and I are still together. There is some stuff that he did that hurt me and which has caused me to not have as much trust in him now. He did cheat on me. That I do know. He tries to pull the 'I don't remember' shit on me bu t I know different. And he knows that I know too. I did tell him I forgive him though and that I still love him. He's just gonna have to earn all of my trust again though. I tend to keep an eye on him now about what he says and stuff.

               I really think Dale might be the one. I was hurt so  bad by my ex. I thought I wasn't gonna fall in love again. I thought I was gonna be alone for the rest of my life. But I had gotten back in touch with Dale and things just seemed to work between us. I've been happy ever since. I'm truely in love. This is true love that I feel for Dale. I hope that he feels the same for me. I want to spend the rest of my life with him. <3

Wow....